I've been hiding in my apartment for a while. Trying to get my thoughts and feelings back together. That's a hard thing to do sometimes. Then you have people who don't understand why you need to be alone. It's so frustrating. I shouldn't have to explain myself. I shouldn't have my own thoughts and feelings used against me. A "friend" shouldn't do that to you.
Maybe I opened up too soon. I felt comfortable..or so I thought. I'm not so comfortable anymore, so I think I will just keep my mouth shut.
Today is the best day I've had in a while. I'm beginning to feel at peace again, at least for today. I wish I could say that every day, but the truth is, I am a person who has to take it one day at a time.
Peace
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8 comments:
I'm with ya.
I had hate to belittle our feelings, but I gotta start thinking the change in weather has been a factor.
Today was good for me, too.
Totally understand your need to process --away from judgment. Wish more people gave it a try.
Have a great weekend!
(wv = "bentlik" What?)
I hear ya woman, I have to be alone to process too. One night after I had broken up with a guy one of my best friends came over to spend the night and she just left me to myself. She understood that I wasn't good company, that I just needed to figure things out, or at least get my poop in a pile.
I am so glad you had a good day today, oh right on.
It just gets better honey, I promise.
And YOU inspire me too!
love you,
mom
I posted! Sorry I haven't been around.
Hey Sassy!
I have been so busy that I don't get to post comments on my buddy's blogs. You are so special to me. And so are all these people who have posted comments above. I love Ange, and Lory, and Rain, and YOU. I totally understand your need to be alone from time to time. I have posted a VOICED POEM on my blog and there I say that I am a loner and for that matter, I urge to be alone sometimes. It is so easy to understand that (at least, to my thoughts).
Take it easy, dear
Love
Laila Chris
It's funny how I don't know you IRL but I think of you often and pray that you'll find peace, happiness and love in your life.
Glad you are doing your own thing.
:-)
I'll keep it short today.
You're okay. And I love you.
I don't know what "alone" means. I've got company constantly. My kids think that it's immoral for me to take a crap without them in the same room..heh
We need to get some bologna
Hi sassy,
just stumbled onto this blog, hope things have been getting better since you wrote this. I feel the need to be alone some times, and how difficfult it can be for others to understand that for some reason. Best of luck.
Dhaniya
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