Friday, October 15, 2010

I moved in with a friend so that life would be "more affordable". So far it hasn't been that way. I've lost my way to be me as well.

Every day I go to work. Every day I want to blend in with the office furniture. I work in the complaint department. Along with my disrespecting boss and realizing that if I had a penis, I'd be better off in the company. I dislike my job more and more.

I got pregnant (and lost the baby) by a man who says "let's take things slow..we are building..let things happen"...to.."I don't want to be in a serious relationship right now..I don't know what I want..I thought we were having fun...to everything is going to be alright". Did I mention he took me to meet his parents? AND he said that his mother told him I was a keeper? Why did he even tell me that?

I feel so...empty.

8 comments:

Lucy S said...

Have you seen my prince charmin yet? Im keepin a eye open for yours =]

fineartist said...

Wouldn't it be wonderful to tell that boss of yours to suck your...never mind. I am so raw and things are just sliding out of my mouth more and more lately.

He told you that because you are a keeper.

love you, mom

Finding Myself said...

It is only natural to want to heal. You are human. If are not ready, trust yourself because only you know what is best for you.

Anonymous said...

Sassy don't feel empty.You know God loves you the way you are,and you're special and unique in his eyes.

Ms Burden said...

OMG, so many things have happened to you and where was I during this entire time? I am sorry that it took me a while to be back here and leave you comforting words.
Continue being yourself in the company. Prejudices are everywhere. And it is clear that you are a keeper.
Kisses

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