Friday, March 26, 2010

It's easy to lose faith.

It's easy to lose hope.

For every what I wanted to be moment, or for that one being that gave me some kind of hope, for something, anything...

failed me.

This has nothing to do with love. It has everything to do with me.

I'm not happy, I'm not sad, I just am.

6 comments:

fineartist said...

I feel that way a lot of the time too, but since the sun has been shining it's been better for me.

When I lose faith I pray for it, and when I lose hope I hope some more.

I hear ya, and I hate that you feel this way. Flat lined is a real bummer.

It's almost like you become afraid to hope, I know, but we have to be brave and strong.

Love you,
mom

alan said...

As may days as you've brightened for me, I wish I could brighten yours!

You might not have always made the best choices, but that's because your heart is as beautiful as you are!

Yesterdays gone, today is fleeting; tomorrow will bring a beautiful new sunrise and new moments; always look to them instead of over your shoulder!

alan

Anonymous said...

I'll be back soon and you can bug the crap out of me..how does that sound? love you!

Sir James Eric Watkins said...

At times I mirror this sentiment.

Get outside and just let the sun hit your face and hands while closing your eyes and looking to the heavens.

You'll feel better soon.

I wish you all the best that can be.

~ James

Mig said...

I like what Jess wrote.

I also think you should consider tanning. It always boosts my spirit.

fineartist said...

Oh my gosh Mig is so so right, I fake bake at least once a month in the winter for the happy rays, and I've been tanning at least once a week lately to get myself a base coat and to make myself happy, heh besides the darker something is the smaller it looks, or at least that's what I tell myself. love you you you!