Happy Freakin New Year

Christmas was good this year.

Here's a few pictures from the work Christmas party...


Me and my coworker. I was too busy drinking my beer.


Yes, I was flirting. In my defense...I blame it on the beer!

Here's to looking at a better New Year...

*muah*

It's that time of year again. I would like to wish all of you a very Merry Christmas! I don't know about you, but I'm just excited to be off work for 4 1/2 days. =)

Love to you all!

XOXO

Fa La La La Blah

I want to start out by thanking my friend, Mig. She sent me a wonderful Christmas package with a lot of makeup, an adorable dachshund figurine, and a cute Christmas tree! I don't know Mig that well. I know her through the wonderful world of blogging. It's nice to know, there are people out there who is as thoughtful as she is. Now THAT is what Christmas is about! Thank You, Mig. I hope you have a very Merry Christmas!

In other news, I've been feeling depressed. It's physical. I'm not sure why I'm depressed. There are a few things that are bothering me, but nothing major. The GUY is still living in my home. I do not believe he actually "wants" me for a relationship. I believe he wants someone to control. We do not sleep in the same bed(he won't sleep in bed with Harley), we don't have sex, he doesn't show much affection at all, unless he's drunk. When he's drunk, it's totally different. Oh how he loves me, blah blah.

He still accuses me of other men. He's jealous and possessive, which doesn't make sense to me. Like I said, there is no affection/sex there. Isn't that what people do in a relationship? Why is he so jealous, etc. when we aren't even sleeping together?

I am providing him a place to live. He's currently laid off from work and is soon to be drawing unemployment, but as of right now, he doesn't have any money. He says he has no place to go either. I can't get myself to kick him out during the Holidays, but seriously, this shit is getting old. He cleans, cooks, and bitches...daily. He has OCD (I'm not making this up, dammit!).

With lack of affection, sex, and all that crap, I can only feel that he is using me. Either that, or there is something wrong with me. No, I am attractive and caring. Pfft.

What the hell is the problem?

Maybe I'm the problem...

So much for the flu shot...

Monday morning I got to work at 8:00 A.M., by 9:00 A.M. I was vomiting. By noon I vomited many times in the trash can. By 12:30 I was on my way home with the stomach flu. Vomiting, cold chills, aches. Ugh.

What the hell did I get that shot for? Well, at least it didn't last long. I'm back at work today.

BEWARE: it is out there!

I think Jess gave it to me. I did visit her blog...